Amanda Lu. 17. Bay Area posted. Single.
I honestly don’t find Tumblr all that interesting anymore. Same shit on my dash every day. Go on, blog about my day/thoughts, scroll through a couple posts to have a laugh here and there; really gets old. I don’t get how some people can stay on here for hours on end. At least I actually have a life now that I have limited the amount of time I spend on this site.
You could say it’s second nature to me. I never fully can believe in myself or others. I always think I’m just getting my hopes up and making myself vulnerable. I rarely get in relationships because when I actually like a guy, I get all insecure and start to doubt myself and I can never make up my mind about things because I’m afraid to make the wrong choice. I’m constantly at war with myself and it’s probably my biggest drawback.
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I like hitting up some of my old friends that I shared great memories with just to let them know that I haven’t completely forgotten about them and that I miss them. I don’t mind letting them know that I still think about the old bond that we once had before things changed. Sure, things may never…
The phrase, “You Only Live Once” is not an excuse for you to go out at such a young age and do drugs and have one-night stands. I’d rather spend my life living for 80 years clean, instead of living it for only 25 years due to drinking, having sex, partying, and throwing away my education. I have a lot more in my life that I want to do in the future over that shit.
The phrase, “You Only Live Once” is not an excuse for you to go out at such a young age and do drugs and have one-night stands. I’d rather spend my life living for 80 years clean, instead of living it for only 25 years due to drinking, having sex, partying, and throwing away my education. I have a lot more in my life that I want to do in the future over that shit.
Because I felt somewhat decent-looking today. Half smile. These braces make my cheeks look too big -_-
Vanden winter guard and percussion at NCBA Champs (: My second family right here ♥
